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[Jun. 9th, 2006|08:36 am] |
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last day of school and im sitting in the library with the lights turned off (its closed) ... its the 3rd hour exam and i dont have to take it so im kinda just chilln' in here ... here is the lastest .... im moving away next week to florida ... maybe for just a month ... maybe for ... ever ... it alll depends on how much we like the place .... but we really need the money and .... we kinda want a vacation ... we're gonna be living in a condo next to the beach .... and im gonna learn how to surf.... but the other thing is we're driving .... 18 hours in the car listening to 80's music and my brothers complaining about it.... but i will probably get to drive someof the ways.... but i will miss you guys ... i am going to find a way to get online down there ... |
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[Jun. 1st, 2006|01:15 pm] |
hey whats up guys? ... same boring thing here .... was grounded for a while(mom caught us with ciggs) but not im not anymore ... gotta work today , and i got paid a wopping 10 bucks today ... ill get paid more this week tough so its cool i guess ... doing my powerpoint on resident evil ... dont know if you've heard of it or not but check this out
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Image:Re4_chainsaw_controller.jpg
it is sweet ....
notmuch else ...
seeya |
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| Black Cadillacs - Modest Mouse |
[May. 19th, 2006|11:12 pm] |
BLACK CADILLACS
And it's true we named our children after towns that we've never been to.
And it's true that the clouds just hung around
like Black Cadillacs outside a funeral.
And we're done, done, done with all the fuck, fuck, fuckin' around.
You were so true to yourself.
You were true to no one n' that's why I should put you in the ground.
I've got the time, I got the hours, I got the days, I got the weeks.
I could say to myself I've got the words but I can't speak.
Well, I was done, done, done with all the circ, circ, circlin' round.
I didn't die and I ain't complainin'.
I ain't blamin' you.
I didn't know that the words you said to me meant more to me
than they ever could you?
I didn't lie and I ain't sayin' I told the whole truth.
I didn't know that this game we were playin' even had a set of rules.
We named our children after towns that we've never been to.
And it's true that the clouds just hung around
like Black Cadillacs outside a funeral.
And we were laughing at the stars while our feet clung tight to the ground.
So pleased with ourselves for using so many verbs and nouns.
But we were all still just dumb, dumb,
dumber than the dirt, dirt, dirt on the ground.
Well wings on flames, kings with no names,
well this place just ain't got right air right now.
You were so all over town but still so Crayola brown.
Well you should run 'round yourself right now.
And we were done, done, done with all the fuck, fuck, fuckin' around.
Circlin' round |
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[May. 15th, 2006|01:06 pm] |
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today was an interesting day .... found out today that there's a 20-30% chance(according to my dad) that our entire family is going to move to florida.... im fucking thrilled as hell ... i can leave this shit hole and never ever ever has to come back.... shawn's going to japan in 2 days .... lucky .... anyway ..... i could sleep last night .... my head was filled with thoughts of surfing on the ocean .... i saw pic's of where we might move and it is on an island just off the coast with three bridges .... my dad said 20 % but it has to be more than that .... he cant find work up here .... neither can my mom .... i can have a bigger oppurtuity for art ..... AND WE'D BE LIVEING IN A FUCKING CONDO!!!!.... but we have family here and dad wants to stay to hunt .... but i aspire to live in the big city .... for some this brings great relief ( me too) ... and for the few that this is bad news .... i'll miss ya and ill write .... besides that i got shot up playing paint ball...
~Ty
(i get to leave this shittown) |
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| giggity giggity giggity |
[May. 11th, 2006|01:38 pm] |
im in an alright mood .... finally talk to ericka ..... doing a powerpoint about KoRn .... concert on friday ... there is a dance afterwards ... dont know if im gonna go .... o well
~The Prince |
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[May. 3rd, 2006|01:00 pm] |
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yeah so yesterday was my birthday it was alright... i accidently stabbed my self in the palm ... but i drew a really cool pic ... just ask and i will probably show you.... didnt get much ... for my birthday .. 50 bucks ... but i still owe my mom 30 ... got a nice dinner .. and a couple of cookies ... not much else ... nothing else really going on. |
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| Korn .... Play me |
[Apr. 26th, 2006|01:17 pm] |
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Nas:
Everybody's an Enemy
telling me lies and it's killing me
why they all want to get rid of me
Everybody's my enemy
Several try to disguise the devil in them
Wanting to get into my cerebellum but I'm
Ready and willing to tell them that I can't f with them
Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling
like my dick does when watching naked women
do sick stuff on my porn collection on television
Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy x2
Nas:
Watching my own back
strapped in chrome, to my homies
where the tombstones at, where the hoes at?
Cuz to many didn't act like dikes, hermaphrodites
with benzene, amen
Look at the trash that's biting
The life in times is kinda weaker
like the time and life of the sandman
on Apollo theater
imagine that another black with a hook
who pulls the wack talent off the stage
I'm in raged
Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy x2
JD:
You fill your lies around me
and you think you won
You feel you can control me
with the things you've done
JD:
You think you can take me
you think you can play me
you're going to start to hate me
I feel that you disgraced me x5
Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy x2
i was just listening to this on the bus and it reminded me of someone so i thought id put it on here ...
if i dont have i reason to be mad at you this and the entry before this isnt for you ... the one this is for knows.... |
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| korn ... I'm Done |
[Apr. 26th, 2006|01:13 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | uhhh .. that song | ] |
We are the pain
We are the shame
We've gone insane
Inside where no ones around
I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all
make me play
I'm done, being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
We are estranged
We are Deranged
I can't explain
How you all break me apart
I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all
make me play
I'm done, being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
We wait, we hate
We try to get away
Mistake my pain
it has been lead astray
I'm Looking around, I drop to the ground
Why does it have to end this way
Feeling done, so long
oh god it's just everyday
It's everything
Now I pray for all
I'll live another day
I'm done, being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
good song.... |
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| work work work.... |
[Apr. 24th, 2006|12:52 pm] |
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| |  relaxed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | some stupid country song .... idk ... not really listening | ] |
im only gonna complain a little ... i tired and i want to have some fun ... because i didnt get any this weekend ... every one was hanging out with their gf .... even briana(or see was planning to) ... lol jk .... but its cool because i need money .... i turn 17 a week form tuesday ... kinda snuk up on me .... o well ... i think im just getting money .... and hopefully i will get a large pastry form SOMEONE i know .... i dont know what kind i want ... havent been much for making decisions lately .... o well .... looking forward to prom its gonna be freaking sweet ... hope fully that and going to joes today will make up for this weekend .... thats all i guess ... seeya
~Tyler |
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| cool |
[Apr. 19th, 2006|01:33 pm] |
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| yeah ok .... |
[Apr. 19th, 2006|12:42 pm] |
so i decided that i wasnt going to do livejournal anymore .... but i changed my mind ... nothing is really going on with me ... looking forward to prom .... start working at meijer on thursday ... (the new one in GL) ... which is good because i need money ... hahaha i just heard of a simulation game where you can "do stuff" ... "touch there", "kiss there".... ha ....
thats all for now ...
see ya bitches |
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| lunch..... and im hungry .... hungry for love |
[Mar. 27th, 2006|12:24 pm] |
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that title is a joke ... but it does have some truth to it .... anyway ups and downs for the last couple of days big up ... got plans for job and a licence ... BIG down is angela got a boyfriend ... o well ... not like we were going out ... actually we kinda drifted ... o well ... went bowling with my family and my mom got babtized ... or however you spell it |
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| hey look!! .... here comes another bad day .....yay |
[Mar. 24th, 2006|01:13 pm] |
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yepp, im ornery form being tried from track.... and people arent helping ... briana tried to cheer me up but it really didnt help (thanks) ... forth hour i couldnt concentrate because the only think i could think about was ending my life .... but i feel a little better ...kinda ... i got some pie ..a little ... i .. feel pissed off all this time ... i dont like myself ...AT ALL ... im stupid, lazy, awkward ... whatever ... i always feel guilty and passive too ,.... im glad i got that off my chest .... life sucks .... and it can go fuck itself.... |
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| have you ever seen a fat run out of breath from counting ? .... |
[Mar. 23rd, 2006|09:50 am] |
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im in the library and this ki (who was a "little" out of shape) started to count basebals ... the paper ones ... and after three he started huffing and puffing, like and old man with diabetes.... lol ...
on a different note .... have you ever felt like you dont belong where ever it is you are? .... have you ever felt that way all the time? .... i do ... i just want to go away from this place and never come back ... *sigh* if only that where possible .... i would take some of you with me .... the rest ill only have memories of what was...... |
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| guess ill update again ... |
[Mar. 11th, 2006|12:00 am] |
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| |  pensive | ] |
| [ | music |
| | ghost of you - my chemical romance | ] |
so half of my weekend has begun, its 1147 and im on aarons laptop, there watching stargate, but i dont really like that show so im listening to music ... so found out that my "best friend" lied staight to my face, thats just not cool ... i flat out asked him if he was having a party, and he said no, but i suppose i know why he did it, because he didnt want me to go b/c of quinn and anna, but i would have understood if we would have told me that, and if he had another reason to disinclude me in the activties, then screw him he knows how much i trusted him, and how vaonuralbe i was of my friends ... now im going to end up not trusting anyone, that really sucks, .... but whatever im going to forget about it now and enjoy my next two days of weekend, played d20 modren ... it was fun ... but they dice hated me ... i think it may have been because ben cursed his dice and i HAD to use his dice because he had a lot ... so now im at aarons ... forcast for tommarrow fun with and slight chance of crazy ... coocoo for coco puffs crazy .... i have completed the tarnsition form semi-norm to geek ... o well ... i wouldnt have it any different ... lol ..... sweet ....
~Ty
P.S. the only reason i write in this is for briana , it is kinda cool that we have our own little private blog set up ... |
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| not much ... excited for the weekend |
[Mar. 9th, 2006|09:47 am] |
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dont know exactly what im doing this week end but it is already going to be busier than last weekend, im going to dinner tonight .. that'll be fun, tommarrow im going to aarons to play the wonderful d20 mordern, like d&d but more moderner..... yeah .... this morning hannah threated to stab jared dogren with a for k... that was funny ... happy birthday to joe, ashliegh, and briana, and who else may have a birthday this weekend ..... (: P) .... another interesting thing is anna is coming to dinner with joe tonight .....(sniffs air) ... smell that there is akwardness in the air.... lol .... anyway briana is here now so im going to talk to her now .... ta-ta ...
love
~Ty |
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| scared for the futrue ... |
[Mar. 7th, 2006|01:37 pm] |
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the title is self explaitory ... but yeah thinking about college and other stuff like prom ... kinda scary ... i turn 17 in exactly 9 weeks ... i turn 18 in exactly 9 weeks and a year minus 1 day (leap year)but it is rather exciting ... thats all i guess .... |
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| why? .... |
[Mar. 1st, 2006|01:30 pm] |
as soon as i think every thing is going to be ok, something happens to make me feel like shit .... i have never been this truly sorry for something, EVER, its going to be an interesting night i can see it now ... idk if im gonna go to church tonight ... last time i saw anna older brother alan there and i dont think we're going to be friendly ... well him at least ... shit dude .... my life sucks .. i dont think i could take one more thing going wrong in my life, .... ill just snap .... i have very few things going good for me right now ... and i dont know how to fix it, i cant make it better, i tried so hard ... ive made mistakes, and for that i hate myself, but what am i supposed to do about it ... cry? ... whine? .... cut myself? ... would that help .. fuck no ... so what ... please help .... im drowning in my sorrows ..... |
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| yeah so .... |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|01:39 pm] |
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firends , family, men and women .... hear these words of lave and hate for i shant not wish them to happen to my most dearest of enemies ....
your friends are one of the most purest relationships you can have ... do not throw that away for anything ... think before you act ... dont jeprodize your memories and happiness, just to impress or please some one else, charish them .... or you may have nothing left to cherish .... this is a warning to all who is listening ... do not neglect or betray, turn to your friend and embrace him ... i know he is screaming to you on the other side ... just listen .... and hed my words ...
Tyler Barrett Sundeen |
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